Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist.
Children already know that dragons exist.
Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed. :3
Well it's the 7th August already and I'm basically half way through this so called "Summer Holiday". Haven't bothered with any of this work set out by the college teachers yet - and I shouldn't really leave it as long as I have. I just thought I'd let you guys know how I'm doing these days with a quick Journal Entry.
This holiday, well supposed holiday, has given me an opportunity to clear my head and think onward's, at this level of literature I have realized that I over analyze my thoughts not so much however that I have to infer their meanings but just enough to ensure that I am not lazing around, when I could be out and about doing things.
I have deduced that however, there is a very long and pressurized road ahead for myself - and anyone else in my situation, on the 16th August I have to dread picking up my A/S Level results and hope for the best in a horrid situation. Results day is a day in which I never like I always over think how I could have done better, that I should have put more effort into these things, the truth of the matter being that I have a low self esteem, okay?
Never, has this been said before but it is 100% true I really hate things like this and the fact that your parents and teachers push you so much and say you are going to achieve etc etc. I find that all to be a load of shit, personally - they can take their god damn sympathy somewhere else.
And now entering year 13, as it were, is one hell of a scary thought. The teachers were pressurizing us last year to choose a university in which we want to study, and which course we want to do there. The truth of the matter is I have no idea which university I want to go to, I have no idea what courses I want to do. I fail at mealy everything, growing up I always wanted to go into veterinary but the grades required these days.. The amount of extra work I do, revision I get done never seems to help in these cases. #SIGH
On a higher note, I'm looking forward to the last week in August as I'm going back down to Essex to see my Nan and Granddad! Which is always fun... And also I am currently looking for a horse to get on loan :3 Hence why the journal theme!
Anyway, I'm off for now. Ever want a chat or get to know me click one of the links above.
I'm sorry if you've actually read down to here and thought what a load of crap but I thank you for taking the time to read it. I really do appreciate it.
Hopefully I'll talk to you all again soon,